I'm getting old!
Lately I have felt I am losing the fun I previously found in my daily routine. I suppose this is inevitable. I have worked I'm the same part time job for 6+yrs, worked in another for 2 yrs, a third for 3/4 yrs...
I have become lazy and complacent. I know what I'm doing and I find much of it easy. I enjoy it well enough and I know I can maintain a decent standard of living doing what I do.
I feel dissatisfied because I do nothing to push myself. I have several ideas that I should follow up but am not sure where to start and so do nothing. On the flip side I am not stressed and have enough time to relax.
I fill my time with crafts and cooking. What happened to my career drive?
Is this what prompts people to start families? Boredom, the feeling of getting stuck in a rut? Or is it the natural development of a person, part of the aging process? Is it the realisation that you are now experienced, and the desire to recapture some excitement of seeing things for the first time?
I need to get out and learn some new skills. Take some evening classes or find a new job. I'm only 32 and might well have a good few years yet!
P.s.made chutneys - want to see?